You would think i would be used to feeling so unloved by now but my feelings still get hurt on every holiday is seems.
This morning after making breakfast for Chris and telling him that Jack called me to say happy mothers day i asked him if he was going to even acknowledge me. He farted and said not with you being a bitch about it!
Fuck off asshole.
Mothers day is the one day a year i want validation that im a good mom not with gifts and cards but appreciation of just simply saying "happy mothers day your a great mom" but instead i get ass hole.
My birthday i was alone with no acknowledgment along with new years and valentines day.
Im sick of him using the excuse that he works so much for everything. Mothers day is the same damn day every freaking year!!!
Just having jack make a picture would have been nice.
I had a feeling that me working wasn't going to help us any and it hasn't. now we just find other things to fight about. Before it was always about how much he works and how tired he is and we never money. i may only work a few hours a day but its hard work and im so tired and then have to take care of the house and the boy on top of picking up after chirs too! It like he doesnt even notice im working too!
I will admit that i do have thougts if i would happy alone since thats how i feel most of the time anyway.
